[Woodcarver] Alan, and backgrounds

[reddogg]

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  From: cynda douglas 
  . But I hope you remember, he may be in a different space, where you had major illness, but you were also able to see the light at the end of the tunnel by healing and hard work. He might me looking at a future where he has to accept be disabled the the rest of his life. 
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     When I reached the realization I would never be able to return to my job that I loved going to every day for 26 yrs the bottom dropped out. The sun did not shine again summer or winter.
  clouds replaced my joy of living until one xmas season I was contemplating the ultimate selfish act in a deluded state of caring. I realized if I did not get to prople who cared for me
  immediately I was done. I did seek comfort even tho I could not appreciate it and that day began an even more painful slow climb out of despair. i eventually realized I would be missed. My wifes brother did take the selfish path and I think of him often and wonder what i could have done to stop him. Maybe a kind word, or going fishing more often? I can not in good concience ignore anyone in a similar state because I believe I am still here to tell my story and offer understanding if nothing else. 
      So if you have a need to talk and have somrone listen 24/7 call me and feel free to reverse the charges,

  Lee"Reddogg" Wampler
  39503 Grand ave 
  Cherry Valley Ca 92223
  909-845-7331 
    
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